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Rejection

Feeling at the pit of despair. And right there and then, when you open up they all leave. The friends who know you rely on them abandon you even after the millions of times they promised otherwise. You need someone to accept you, to care, to love you, to let …

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Real?

You know the vicious cycle of selfesteem? Where you need reassurance desperately but you feel terrible for needing the reassurance in the first place? Then you sit alone in the dark woundering what to do and recounting all prior things you wish you hadn’t done, and sway in agony. Loneliness …

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Something’s Missing.

What do you do when life just seems to pile up, responsibilities seem to never end, and God seems distant, present but very, very distant. To be honest, I don’t know. I am struggling with this thought lately. How do I reach God when I myself feel so far away …

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The Probability of a Human Connection

Once a week, I volunteer at an elementary after-school program that targets vulnerable at-risk kids. Once I week, I have to take a bus from my university to the elementary school. Once a week, I ride that bus through Hastings Street–the “Skid Row” of Vancouver. And (at least) once a …

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The peak of healing

Scars tell a story. No matter what they are from, they show something intimate, something that nothing else is able to show. They show something in your past, something that you had gone through. I know alot of people become ashamed of them, trust me, I have been there. I …

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Sit.

What a beautiful name it is: LORD. Our God is grace, our God is peace, our God is hope, our God is love. I am overwhelmed by the traits of God. I so often forget that God is not a being that I cannot reach. He is person, He is …

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