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Just not enough.

That is how I have been feeling lately. It seems as if everything I do, is just not enough. Everything I have been doing just seems pointless. I feel like no one can really see me. I know people can, I know they hear me, but I feel like they don’t actually hear me.

Once I had come back from serving at a camp in the North West Territories, everything kinda just faded. I had a different feeling. I felt very heavy, I felt like everything that happened there, just piled onto me. Everything I saw, everything that had happened to me, just hit me. And after that , I have felt off.

I have had days, and moments that have been amazing, that have brought me to life. I have seen joy, I have felt joy. But its all seemed to fall away within days, or hours. It seems as if the spark in me is gone. Everyone thinks I so happy and that I’m doing so well, but thats not the case. And I don’t understand why this is.

I have spent hours talking to God, through out my entire day, I’m looking for his wisdom, but He’s not responding. The weird thing is though, I feel His presence. I feel Him trying to push me through this, but I don’t understand why He’s not talking to me. I have felt as if He has talked to me before, that we have connected, but now, I’m not so sure. I have been doing things that are increasing my faith, helping me grow, well that’s what people are saying, but, I don’t feel it.

I don’t understand why this is happening within myself. It’s not Gods fault at all. It’s my fault, but I don’t understand what I’m doing. Am I just not understand Him? Or am I actually doing something wrong?

I see so much bad in the world, and I just want to help. I want to do all I can, but I can’t and I know that, but it hurts. It hurts to know that people are hurting while I sit here feeling bad for no specific reason.

I know I’m kinda just going on and on, but there is a point in this article. Keep faith in the Lord. Maybe you don’t feel him right now, But He is here, He is with you. He’s waiting for the perfect moment to help you. You are loved by Him, and so many other’s. God is gonna save you. Don’t give into the bad, into the pain, stand up and fight. Don’t let it push you down, Be strong. Go to the Lord for strength. He will give you strength, I promise. And you are enough, even if you don’t feel like you aren’t right now, you are. You truly are. I’m proud of you. I’m proud of how far you have come. I am praying for everyone, everyone that needs strength, God will help you.

So, keep your faith in the Lord and in yourself. You are loved, and being prayed for. Don’t give up.

Because He is enough.

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25 comments

  1. Beautifully written. This is so inspiring

  2. Thanks for this article, I can definately relate to how your feeling, your writing just made me feel very motivated, and now I understand what’s happening. I was very happy to read this, I cannot stress how important it was to me, for months, on and on and on, I’ve been feeling as though life is gone, and now I see. God bless you.

  3. I don’t want to say “I know the feeling,” but at the same time I guess I kind of do. The feeling of being on spiritual highs, feeling like we’ve got everything together, and then suddenly for no apparent reason it disappears. And no matter what we do–we worship, we pray, we read the bible–nothing seems to be pulling us up from the pit we are in.

    It’s not God’s fault. And perhaps it’s not your fault either. Maybe it’s life’s fault… maybe it’s just part of life? We’re human. Yes, we hurt. But we also have the ability to fight and persevere.

    Thank for praying for everyone, author. But please know that there are also people praying for you.

  4. Well said. I hope you can get back to your regular self soon!
    -Dabeef

  5. I really liked this article! It is something I can relate to… I really connected with this topic, which was a good one to pick in the first place. Good job!!!

  6. this is really helpfull! 🙂

  7. This article made a lot of sense to me. I can relate in a couple ways. I’ve been feeling lost, unwanted and alone. Feeling like God isn’t really there for me. But I know he is — just like you said in the article. The ending where you say “Maybe you don’t feel him right now, But He is here, He is with you. He’s waiting for the perfect moment to help you. You are loved by Him, and so many other’s.” Really gets to me because I needed that. God is here for me and others are too. I just need to have patience with the Lord.

  8. this is inspiring thank you

  9. Nicely said, sometimes people can forget this so it’s nice to have reminders.

  10. Well written, this article really says how God is always there for you.

  11. This is really nicely written. Thank you for sharing. 🙂

  12. I really love this article. I know where you are coming from and I can relate. Keep trying to fight and get closer to God because he will give you the wisdom you are looking for. And thank you for your last paragraph I appreciate it so much. This is an amazing article.

  13. This is exactly what I felt last year. last year I completely felt lost and I totally felt like I was being ignored and that I was just going though the motions day after day. Its good to know I was not the only 1. thanks for writing this 🙂

  14. I agree with you, it seems that we always fall into a routine, and nothing goes our way.

  15. Thanks for writing this article. I have really been feeling the same way lately and this article really helped me to look at my situation in a new way. It was really well written and it was cool because it put how I was feeling into words. Thank you for your encouraging me and everyone else because you have an amazing message.

  16. This is really well written. I love how we know that God can help us if we are in trouble

  17. I really like this article. I have been in this situation sometimes myself. Great job and keep up the good work!

  18. thank you this is inspiring

  19. I really liked your article. Good job.

  20. This is very inspiring, and makes me happy to know that God is always there for us when we need him most!

  21. This is very inspiring, and makes me happy to know that God is always there for us when we need him most! Keep writing because it is amazing!

  22. This is incredible. I feel like i relate to this so much, and this just reminded me that I dont have to be perfect or enough, because God is enough. Thanks!

  23. I really connected with this article because I’ve felt this way before, so hearing someone else has too has made me feel a lot better. So thanks!

  24. I really like this article. It was very well written and very inspiring.

  25. I liked this post cause I can relate to it. This really helped me. thank you.

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